The Hull of a Fighter

Have you ever seen pictures or video of old, rusty, hollowed out WW2 airplanes found years after the war was over? It’s not too common, but it’s not an unheard of thing to find one these days, 80 years later, alone and forgotten under a canopy of jungle greenery.

What’s rarer still, but again, not unheard of, is the airplane that is found having crashed many decades ago being restored and flown again. Some, like the Lockheed P-38 Lightning that was found in Greenland under 350 feet of snow. It was part of the “Lost Squadron” of 6 fighter planes and a bomber or two that had to make an emergency landing during a blizzard.

This particular fighter airplane was recovered and restored to flight worthiness with the new name “Glacier Girl.”

Another fantastic example was a German Focke-Wulf fw190A that had crashed in a forest near Leningrad, Russia. It was dug out of the forest in 1991 and later sold to some Americans who restored it and flew it!

So what’s the point of all this history stuff? Why am I writing about it?

Today, as I was praying before doing some study, it came to me that I feel a lot like one of those crashed fighter planes. And if history proves true, I’m not the only one who feels it.

I don’t know if it was my pride or objective truth speaking, but there used to be a day when I was a little less intimidated of other Christians, particularly those mighty preachers I gravitated towards as a younger pastor. I knew I wasn’t on their level, but I sure did feel a lot more confident of my spirituality back then. I knew I wasn’t the best I could be, but I felt like I was in the best shape I was capable of being at that time.

Maybe I was. Maybe I wasn’t. Maybe I had a big head. Maybe it was the hair I used to have.

Regardless, I was a fighter, more so than I am now. Then again, maybe I was fighting different battles and don’t need to fly around in aerial mortal combat anymore. All I know is that I feel I am capable of more than I am doing. And these days I’m not intimidated by my would-be peers; I’m just disgusted with myself.

But there is an encouraging part to this story! You see, when those antique planes from the 1940s were recovered and flown again, their need was long gone. Even if there had been a conflict to which they could have been committed, their capabilities and armament would have been woefully obsolete.

However, much to the contrary can be said of folk like me! Even if I had been lost amidst the jungle branches and rusted nearly beyond recognition, the conflict still rages, the enemy is still the same, and the weapons of war have never changed! It’s not even necessary for me to be “repurposed,” for God’s plan for my life has not changed!

Even my “crash-landing” in the Forgotten Forest was part of His overall strategy. What the Enemy thought was an eliminated weapon; God will restore and refurbish for future victory in enemy territory.

So, let’s start knocking of this rust, shall we?

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I’d Rather Be Working; Not Working Is Hard

Do you have a hard job? Like, is it physically demanding? Are you usually worn out and too tired to pet the dog when you get home?

Well, I have a job like that. Granted, it’s not as difficult as loading garbage trucks. It’s also easier than performing a Christian funeral for Ozzy Osborn. However, it still takes a lot of effort and energy.

However, since the 18th of June, I have been doing nothing more than coming to work. I sit in the break room for 8 hours. Sitting here is where I am at this moment. It is harder, more draining, and certainly more boring than any physical work I could be doing.

Back on June 18, I was at work at the Volkswagen plant in Chattanooga. I pivoted wrong and twisted my left knee. According to the medical professionals, I have two meniscus tears and a sprained MCL. There may be even more damage to a tendon or ligament, or something. This happened on the job. Workers comp is taking care of everything. The onsite medical and physical therapy staff are also helping.

But here’s the thing: I still have to come to work, even if I don’t work! They are literally paying me my regular hourly wage to sit on my butt and drink coffee. I’ve even been able to do a lot of video editing.

And that’s the hard part of this employer-mandated rest. Sitting here for eight hours every day is making me tired and making me fat. I’m not getting the exercise that comes with working on the line in the body shop. My vision has gotten worse from constantly being on my iPhone in low-light conditions. But worst of all, there’s the paranoia. I just KNOW people are talking about me!

Then again, why am I complaining? As King David asked, “Why art thou cast down, o my soul?” As James prescribed, I should be counting it all “joy.” Well, I don’t know about joy, but I am thankful for a place to work that allows me this opportunity. Even though it may seem silly to those outside my body, the pain in my knee is still bad enough to make me lose sleep. I avoid going up stairs altogether.

So, unlike some bloggers who stop writing and fade away, I’m still here. I may be focusing all my free time on making video content. However, I still find that I have to write out what’s on my mind to stay sane. Just last night I renewed my annual fees for WordPress, so I guess I’ve even more reason to stick around.

Have a great weekend, my friends. Enjoy your health – if you have it. Spend time with your family if at all possible, and then go to church somewhere this Sunday (unless you’re Adventist). If you have some extra time, please check out my YouTube channels. They are called The Humble Horologist and The Humble Word. I’m even posting to TikTok pretty regularly.

God bless, and I’ll write again, soon.

Anthony

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My Grandfather Owned Slaves. Now I’m Freeing Them.

A Legacy Begins in Georgia

From Tarvin, England, my great-great-great-grandfather eventually settled in Georgia. In the 1830s, with the help of a dozen men, he dug a “big hole” in search of gold.

Long before the California gold rush, gold was discovered in Cherokee country—specifically, middle Georgia. After arriving in the U.S., John Hockenhull made his way south and acquired the Battle Branch Mine. Hoping to strike it rich, he and his team dug a massive, fruitless hole.

Maj. John Hockenhull, Sr.

Striking Gold Against All Odds

Nearly broke, Hockenhull released his men, promising to pay their back wages someday. All but one, John Pasco, left.

Then, like something out of a movie, Hockenhull and Pasco struck gold. On that first day, they found nuggets the size of peas and acorns. The Battle Branch Mine became the richest in the state. In a moment, my grandfather went from nearly bankrupt to wealthy.

From Gold to Bricks—Built by Slaves

With his fortune, Hockenhull entered the brick-making business. As was common at the time, he used enslaved labor—up to two dozen individuals by some estimates.

He used his bricks to build the first brick home in Dawson County, Georgia. More significantly, the bricks made by his slaves were used to construct the Dawson County courthouse in 1858. That courthouse still stands today.

Dawson County Courthouse

Remembering the Past

Years ago, my sister and I visited it—along with our grandfather’s grave. We couldn’t visit his home; the land is now owned by the Department of Defense.

When the Civil War broke out, Hockenhull joined the Confederacy, earning the rank of Major due to his status and business experience. He survived the war and died in 1880 at age 68.

Why Share This?

So why share this story? Am I ashamed? Trying to erase guilt? Not at all. I haven’t benefited from my ancestor’s sins, nor do I carry his guilt.

But slavery hasn’t disappeared. It just moved.

Modern Slavery in Pakistan

Today, in the brick kilns of Pakistan, entire families—men, women, and children—are trapped in generational debt slavery, making bricks in inhumane conditions.

Here’s the painful irony: in 1858, my grandfather sold bricks for $8 per 1,000. That’s around $300–$500 today. In 2025, in Pakistan, 1,000 bricks sell for just $6.

Six. Dollars.

Some try to justify American slavery by claiming slaves were “treated well.” That’s a lie. Yet, having seen it firsthand, I can say that modern-day brick kiln workers often endure even worse conditions.

Min. quota is 1,000 bricks per day

What We Can Do Now

That’s where we come in.

Through the incredible work of Grace Charity School in Toba Tek Singh, and Redeeming Love Missions—our nonprofit ministry at [Redeem.Love](https://redeem.love)—we’re rescuing entire families from modern-day slavery and giving their children a chance at education and dignity.

Instead of arguing over reparations, why not make a real difference for real slaves—right now?

Go to [Redeem.Love](https://redeem.love) and give whatever you can. We can’t change the past—but we can help change the future.

Grace Charity School, Toba Tek Singh

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IDF Soldier Beheads Muslim On Video?

I’ve already started to get pushback over my support of Israel. I’m glad they have struck the Iranian nuclear facilities in Iran.

But just a few minutes ago, the condemnation of Israel got me to thinking. The images and sounds of James Foley being beheaded on video by ISIS in 2014 came to mind. Yes, I watched it – and it scarred me.

However, it wasn’t the last video I unwisely witnessed. There were many more beheadings, burnings, men being tossed off rooftops, stoning, even a poor man crushed by a tank from his feet to his head (I saw his brain ejected from his skull).

Yes, I’ve seen them with my own eyes. One may argue I shouldn’t have. But at least no one can tell me it didn’t happen (and this was long before AI).

Yet, do you want to know what I have NEVER seen? I’ve never seen a single video posted of an Israeli sawing the head off of a Muslim while shouting “YHWH IS GREAT!”

Anyone besides me find that ironic?

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When Do You Say “Enough’s Enough”?

I really enjoy creating content for YouTube. However, it may only be something I enjoy, not what is needed or wanted. It may even be doing more harm than good if God’s hand is not in it.

Therefore, I’m going to draw the line at 100 videos. After that I will only do the video shorts. 100 episodes should be a fair gauge of the impact these videos are making, wouldn’t you think?

If after 100 videos this channel has only 50 subscribers and an average of less than 10 views per episode, it’s probably not having an impact and my time should be directed elsewhere. It may be that I should stick with writing (which doesn’t require locations, lighting, microphones, audio, and hours of editing).

Maybe I should just do the job I have and leave this kind of “work” to those much more gifted and capable. There’s already many other Christian channels providing high-quality content, and their numbers are a tangible reflection of that.

I just don’t want to be like that 5-member church unwilling to say enough’s enough because the pastor is unwilling to step down.

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Death Runs In the Family (Duh!)

The Date

Good evening, everyone. Do you want to know what I did tonight? I went to dinner and a movie with my wife! We saw “The Last Rodeo” (an Angel Studios film) and then went to Provino’s, Valerie’s favorite Italian restaurant.

If you are young, enjoy it. Once you pass the 30-year mark of marriage, dating your wife is difficult. Right now, you are up on all the latest trends and hot spots. But when you get older, you get tired and stuck in your ways. New things are uncomfortable; old things are boring. It’s a constant struggle.

However, when it comes to dating your wife, regardless of the age, go where she wants to eat. This is a rule of life. Just do it. Don’t argue.

The Poster

But it was as we were leaving the theater that I saw a poster for a movie now playing: “Final Destination: Bloodlines.”

I laughed, started coughing, told my wife to keep walking without me, and then took a photo of the poster. There was an older man (like 80’s old) standing in front of the poster and I was going to ask him what he thought about it, but he was too busy looking at his iPhone. No irony there, I know.

So what was so funny about the poster? It was the statement printed inside the gaping mouth of a skull. It read, “DEATH RUNS IN THE FAMILY.”

To be honest, I have no idea what this movie is about, other than people who supposedly cheated death dying in gruesome ways. You know, all the ways people die, other than the most common ways like heart attack, alien abduction, etc..

But I have no idea where the tagline fits in. And just for the record, death runs in every family! Ever since the first chapter or two of Genesis, it’s been a thing! Every one of us is going to die, just like our ancestors did.

You could say we all have an appointment with death. Only some of us have a relationship with the One who overcame it.

When you are born again, your bloodline changes.

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Writing Vs. Video

I miss writing.

Yes, I miss writing. I really do love content for YouTube and TikTok, but in all honesty, I feel my writing is better than my videoing.

Is videoing a real word? Spellcheck didn’t reject it. Hmmm. I should really get out more.

Recently, I was struck with the thought of how much material there is to write about. And so much of it does not demand that one have any expertise in the field discussed. All that’s really needed is some common sense, a little wisdom, some boldness, and a general understanding of the heart of God.

So, I think I may start writing again. I mean, how hard would it be? It would certainly take a lot less time than editing video! Heck, I’m writing this right now by talking into my cell phone!

AI and ChatGPT are scary things, but talk to text is wonderful 🙂

Do Me a Favor?

So, to the point that I wanted to make. Would you watch the video that I am attaching?

It is really hard to get new viewers on YouTube with the subject matter that I cover. Then again, my writing could be better than my videoing.

Why don’t you be the judge?

But I will start writing, again. There’s too much to talk about to remain on the sidelines.

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Illustrating or Bovinating?

Dear Preacher,

Yes, this is meant for my fellow ministers of the Gospel. However, feel free to make use of this advice wherever it is applicable.

You may have not given the subject a lot of thought, but if you are new to public speaking or preaching, you may have experienced the struggle to find good illustrations. But don’t worry, that’s OK! Even veteran public speakers usually have at least one or two books of illustrations in their library.

However, it is very important to distinguish between a story, a joke, and a true illustration. They are not all the same. Depending on the context, using one at the wrong time or the in wrong place in your sermon may do more harm than good, if not outright damage.

Comedians like to say, “timing is everything.“ But when it comes to sermon illustrations, timing is not as important as making the truth understandable. The difference a story or a joke and an illustration is that the story informs; the joke elicits a response (a laugh); while the illustration helps to clarify or illuminate.

So be careful. Icebreakers meant to warm up a crowd or not illustrations. In most cases, jokes are not illustrations. A story, unless it helps the listener to better understand or apply the truth that you are trying to communicate, is not an illustration, but a time waster.

Keep in mind that time is irreplaceable. It may be necessary to break the opening tension with a joke or a story that relates to your audience, but understand that you only have so much time to communicate a life-changing truth. The reason rabbit trails should be avoided is because even though what you say might be important or even entertaining, it may not serve to communicate the main point of your sermon. In all likelihood, it will only distract.

You don’t have time for that.

Bovinating: verb: derived from bovine (cow); meant to express in a more elegant way the slang term BS (“You’re just bs-ing me.”). Not to be confused with Bloviate.

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Next Christmas, it’s One and Done

Too Early?

This morning, as I stood in the kitchen talking with my wife as she folded a few towels, I sat down my cup of coffee and asked, “Is it too early to talk about Christmas?”

Of course, just the fact that I brought up planning anything, much less Christmas, caught my wife’s attention. With raised eyebrows and a slight look of amazement she replied, “Sure! Why not? Go ahead!”

Then I said, “I know it’s only January, but I want to start now with an all-out push to change the way we do Christmas.” I explained that even if I have to say something every month until people are sick of hearing about it, it’s something I’m convinced needs to be discussed.

I am done with gift giving as usual. Now is the time to change.

First World Problems

I am sure you know what a “first world problem” is, don’t you? A first world problem is something like not finding your favorite brand of gourmet water at your local Whole Foods store when most of the world struggles to find the clean kind.

Well, maybe what I am about to describe is a problem only first-world folk have. It is highly unlikely that those in poorer countries (or even poorer communities) deal with giving too many gifts to their children. Many care more about how they will put food on the table, not how to afford the latest video game console or diamond ring.

But for those of you who are even now planning so that the trunk of next year’s Christmas tree will be hidden by boxes covered in shiny disposable paper and reusable bows, I say ENOUGH! Just STOP it, already!

The Purpose

If you know the meaning of Christmas has to do with celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ, not all things Santa, then you should understand what I’m about to say. On the other hand, if you think that Christmas is nothing more than the “season for giving,” then you’re going to hate me.

The ONLY reason we celebrate Christmas is because Jesus was God’s perfect Gift to mankind. While remembering the day (regardless of the date) that God became a baby and dwelt among us, we offer gifts to each other in memory of the unique Gift wrapped in swaddling clothes and laid in a manger.

Christmas is NOT supposed to be a season of commercial manipulation and debt-producing volume-minded influence peddling.

In reality, a Christmas gift should be nothing less than an homage to the greater Gift. The giving of gifts at Christmas should mimic the original. Even more, what is given should reflect the Gospel, not diminish or dilute it.

Value, not Volume

Again, it may only be a first-world problem, but how often have you been confronted with the issue of buying equally for multiple children or family members? For example, we have three daughters and three granddaughters. My wife gets so stressed over the number of gifts each one receives. She wants her giving to be and appear fair.

But then look at the way the number of gifts becomes more important than the value of each gift. Especially for the little children, all they can see is the number of wrapped gifts, not the value, especially not the heart. Thus, theoretically, one kid could get 5 gifts while another could get 10 gifts. Yet, because of the value of numbers, the one receiving 5 gifts might feel cheated, even if the inherent value of the 5 is equal to or more than the 10!

Do you see? By focusing on volume instead of value, the number of gifts becomes more important than the value of the gift. When the value of the heart is determined by the number of the sacrifices, the value of the individual sacrifice is diminished.

One and Done

Let’s face it, Jesus was the ultimate “one and done” gift. God did not send multiple saviors; He sent his One and Only Son. The angel told the shepherds, “You shall find the babe…,” not multiple babies, one wrapped this way, the other one that.

What are we telling our children and each other when we have to make sure there are several gifts under the tree and at least a few items in each stocking? How does that mirror the Gospel? What does it say about Jesus?

Today I’m starting a movement to change the way we do this. Will you join me?

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When Sheep Attack the Shepherd

Another pastor was asked to resign. Why? Because of moral failure? No. Because of unethical practices? No. Because of poorly performing his duties? No.

He changed some things. He wanted to do some things that the deacons didn’t. Oh, it didn’t matter what the congregation thought or what impact the pastor’s ministry was making on the community; he went afoul of the deacon body and was asked to resign.

Men … and I’m talking to all you deacons out there… you seriously need to go back to the locker room, sit down on the benches, and let your Coach – GOD – explain to you how the game is supposed to be played. He wrote the Rules, rules which are never to be overruled by your bylaws.

First, there is no place in all of Scripture where you will find justification for deacons running a church. The fact that so many do is a sad testament to how poorly the Word of God has been taught in so many of our congregations. If you really want to get specific, there are no biblical examples of committees making unilateral decisions, either. The ONLY biblical example is that of pastoral leadership with deacon support WHEN NEEDED. See the 6th chapter of the Book of Acts.

Second, should a congregation follow the biblical guidelines and select men to be deacons, they should only do so because the administration of resources meant to minister to the needy within the congregation has become too burdensome for the pastoral leadership and is thereby distracting from the study of the Word and prayer. There is NO biblical precedent for the pastoral leadership of a congregation to be in any way handicapped by the decisions of those elected to serve the congregation and assist the pastoral leadership. There is NO biblical precedent for committees within the congregation to have veto power over pastoral leadership, either.

Third, there is very little evidence in Scripture to support unlimited tenure for those who serve in the role of deacon. On the contrary, biblical precedent leans more heavily toward deacons serving only when there is a need, and only when the pastoral leadership deems it necessary (again, see Acts 6). There is even reason to argue that new deacons should be selected by the congregation and approved by the pastoral leadership every time there is a change in pastoral leadership (compare Acts 6 with 1 Timothy 3).

Fourth, there is no biblical precedent for deacons to be self-governed, mutually accountable, or convenable as a body. Doing so adopts a secular business model that may promote efficiency and manageable productivity, but it in nowise mirrors the pattern of congregational and pastoral oversight as found in Acts 6.

Fifth, the spiritual requirements of deacons (AND their wives) should be taken as seriously as that of a pastor.

Therefore, based on the above points, there is no more biblical support for a group of deacons – servants – to request the resignation of pastor any more than they would request the revocation of a fellow congregant’s membership within the local assembly of believers. It is not the role of the servant to negate the role of the one/ones served.

To conclude, in local congregations where the ecclesiastical structure is autonomous and limited (i.e., Baptist, etc.), thereby affording the body the right to elect the pastoral leadership deemed sent by God and affirmed by the Holy Spirit, beware how you treat the man of God. Although he be only a man, by your common vote you have affirmed before God and heavenly witnesses that he is to be your shepherd, subject to the Great Shepherd, and that you will submit to his leadership where it is biblical, and Spirit led. To conspire, undermine, and circumvent his leadership is to invite discipline from the one who sent the “gift” (Ephesians 4:11-12) to you.

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